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I think I have no problems starting things. I learn fast, I adapt well. Whether it's something new to learn or someone new to love. But I don't know if it's a good quality? Because I'm afraid now that I'm not going to stick with whatever I have chosen. For example, I just learned python 3 days ago, and I've been spending 1-2 hours each day for it. And I look forward to doing it actually. Now, I don't know if this level of excitement is sustainable? I manage to keep some habits with me, like running and meditation... But I know I have discarded many others too. Like learning French, or drugs. How will I know that this is not just a phase? What if it's not a phase and it changes who I am?